Dear B....I Keep Failing...Why? F44

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What's Wrong with Me?
It's SSSSOOOOO Bad......
I Flunked my Oral Exams Again!!!
I have trouble expressing what I want and need to say.

Ball & Chain

I received several pages of Ball & Chain's Handwriting.
This beautiful woman's Sorrow ran deep.
The evidence was in her pinched a's and o's.
Why couldn't she let light into her life?
Allow herself to shine in the sunlight?

She blamed her mother...
She took her anger out on her...
This is what daughter's usually do...
When the daughter doesn't want to see the Truth.
When it hurts too much...

Ball & Chain's basic character gets angry....
Gets angry and wants to perfect the people around her.
Her parents didn't get along so she saw her mother as the source of this dysfunction.
Were her actions justified?
Perhaps....
Her mother had her own anger that she was dealing with...
An anger that was left unresolved.
Angry Mother took her anger out on her husband.
Thus creating an inharmonious environment for her children.
An Emotional Divide.

The Source of Ball & Chain's Sorrow wasn't the Obvious.
It was Buried....
Buried Way Deep in her Subconscious....
The Injustice not totally forgotten....
Resenting her mother....
But Accepting her father...

Ball & Chain Accepted....
She Accepted the Injustice..
The Injustice her Father Bestowed...
She was ten years old.

It was Summer...
Ball & Chain had a younger brother with a weak leg.
Similar to the Lazy Eye...
Her father cast his stronger leg.

Ball & Chain received a cast on her leg as well.
She wanted to please her father...
Receive his love...
She Clipped her Wings to Receive her Father's Love.

An Injustice she carried in her heart...
Denied her Heart's Expression!

I wish you success...
B

Betty Rozakis Graphology
Author of Coffee with the Subconscious
www.bettyrozakis.com

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